Book Synopsis
This is a story about breaking. And being rebuilt.
At its core, this deeply personal and spiritually raw memoir follows a mother’s journey through fear, helplessness, and surrender as she nears the end of her life.
The story unfolds in two parallel worlds: one of visible struggle, and one of unseen spiritual warfare.
What do you do when the person you love most is slipping away—and you can’t save them?
In this raw and powerful memoir, a mother faces every parent’s worst fear as her daughter, Kristan, is pulled into darkness and her desperate attempt to fix everything leave her emotionally shattered, ultimately leading her to start a war of a different kind.
There, in the silence, she encounters Jesus in a deeply personal way—shifting her understanding of the fight she’s been trying to win. What she once tried to control, she now surrenders.
Through pain, prayer, surrender, she discovers a life-changing truth. The battle is spiritual and she is not alone.
Need hope. God still can.
About The Author
This book tells the story of some of the darker and most beautiful moments of my life.
For many years my mistakes, grief, and failures defined who I was. I believed that my life was beyond repair.
But God showed me His Grace is greater than our deepest pain and stronger than our worst mistakes.
My prayer is that anyone who reads this story will understand one simple truth:
No one is too far gone for the love of Jesus.
If you feel broken, ashamed, or hopeless today, I pray this story reminds you that Jesus will meet you exactly where you are.
Just like He met me.