Book Synopsis
Heather Suoh first signed her soul over to reality television when she was fifteen. For three years she would have otherwise spent in high school, Heather and her fellow contestants faced constant adversity in the form of dangerous challenges and interpersonal crises. At the end of Total Drama's third and potentially final season, unimaginable disaster strikes, leaving one contestant dead and another unaccounted for.
For the first time in three years, Heather is headed home where she'll be expected to seamlessly integrate back into life as a normal teenager. But what if Total Drama has changed her irreversibly? What if spending her formative years on reality TV formed her into a person who is unable to return to "normal" life? And what if she's never able to forgive herself for the things she's done, or (worse) the things she didn't do?